Confused on a Higher Level
My high school chemistry teacher’s office door was
covered with signs and pictures. Most of them were nerdy chemistry jokes or
Star Wars paraphernalia, but there was one quote in particular that stood out:
We have not succeeded in answering all
our problems—indeed we sometimes feel we have not completely answered any of
them. The answers we have found have only served to raise a whole set of new
questions. In some ways we feel that we are as confused as ever, but we think
we are confused on a higher level and about more important things.
I passed this door almost every day, but for some reason
this ironic, somewhat depressing quote is the only sign I still remember.
I just looked up this quote, and it turns out that it
comes from the introduction to a textbook called The Workshop Way of
Learning, written by Earl C. Kelley in 1951. The sentiment, though, is eternal,
and it reflects exactly what it’s like to have just graduated from college or
high school.
There’s no question that I learned a lot in both high
school and college. Still, a lot of the time, it seemed as if the more I
learned, the more confused I became. For every book I read, there were ten more
books I needed to read to understand it. It was only late in my college career
that I gained any sense that I was making progress.
I hadn’t answered all of my problems, and I was confused
as ever, but I was finally confused on a higher level.
It turns out that most of the great thinkers in history
were deeply confused about almost everything. It was their knowledge of this
confusion that made them great, in fact. Albert Einstein once said, “As our
circle of knowledge expands, so does the circumference of darkness surrounding
it.” Shakespeare wrote in As You Like It, “The fool doth think he is
wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool.” Real knowledge is knowing
what it is you’re ignorant about.
This may actually be something helpful to remember as you
study for your SATs. However well you do on the test, however much you feel
like you know or don’t know, the test is not a compendium of all knowledge.
Or maybe you won’t find this post helpful at all. I know
it sounds kind of preachy, and I know that I don’t have any real authority to
tell you how you should learn. But maybe you’ll get something out of it
eventually, if not now then a few years down the road. Who knows.